hi petey this entry is just for you!

so you can see the pic =) always ruining pictures u punk!!

OK everyone im going back to my old xanga name infamousanjel http://www.xanga.com/infamousanjel

soOooo u can now see my updates there... i decided i like the old look that my cute girl jess made for me a while back.. so yeah switcheroo.. BYE

ok i can't believe i forgot bball season started tonight. and im missing the lakers play..

my internet has been down since the weekend. and for some reason its only my suite

that has no internet. of course. with our luck.

soOoOoo i been trying to "hang in there" as much as possible this week. so far im doing okay...things have been pretty rough this semester but i got a couple of goOod buddies keeping me straight...sigh...been catching up on all the work and exams i missed...not doing to bad on that.. sooo things are lookin to get better hopefully.

i realize that living the fullest of life is so important. that each day matters and should not be wasted on sillie things...

on a lighter note a few things happened to me today

i hit my head a couple times on Ali's wall.

as i was walking out of the bathroom, i did not realize how light the door was, therefore i pushed it open really hard and of course i shoulda known it would come right back at me and smack me, yea not only that but my jacket got caught on the door knob as a million people were trying to come in...only me

so im waiting for my oh so cool roomie Ali to finish talkin to her professor- i sit down in the lounge with alot of people around me...i realize i have some gas and i realllly need to pass that gas so of course i do-thinking its a silent one i let it out. and yeah. only me. it was quite loud and stank. so i got up and walked away. but still had some in me so i decided since i was alone in the hallway id let it out. and i did. im walking and i see the reflection from the glass door of a man walking right behind me smiling...great. it smelled real bad too

My quote of the day :

Hey, Noah, u know they should make solitare for two people so we can play against each other-it's so boring playing by yourself 

noah replies- yeah connie wouldn't that ruin the purpose of SOLITARE.

-oops-

byebye for a while till my internet comes back alive..pOopster

for some reason God thinks its funny to take away my family members within a time span of two weeks, during which exams are piled on. it really ain't that funny to me. especially when your behind with the readings, and missed a quiz or two, but finally starting to catch up with papers and exams when you discover another weekend maybe needed to go home... ..then in a couple of weeks i get the letter...will i be able to handle rejection?..

connie's crazy schedule in the past month

first weekend of oct- went home to see grandfather on mom's side in the hospital..[had 1 exam 1 paper]

second weekend of oct- went home and then straight to Boston to see other grandfather in hospital, and later on staying the week for his wake.[2 exams 1 paper]

third week of oct- returning to boston for funeral [2exams 1 midterm paper]

fourth and final week of oct- may be coming home for another funeral....in jersey...[nothing. so far.]

-but all in all david is right, i got to depend on God during time like these...gotta realize He's got a perfect plan for everyone...pOops..but its hard.

today's question. which feeling is worse..farting while wrapped up undercovers, and later on lifting it up only to have that fart come right back in your face 15 minutes later..OR..feeling like you really have to take a huge pOop after being constipated for days, and sittin on that toilet, only to let out a HUGE fart...and nothing else....hmmm...

what better to do on a wednesday night..study? nahh..xanga! yay. i have no life. yay.

david's roOmie rocks.. muhaha..uh oh watch out babe you got competition goin on..P-DOG..

wesfalia5: hey sweet honey buns

xxbebeanjelxx: hey cutie
xxbebeanjelxx: i see how it is you don't miss chillin with me eh
wesfalia5: come on baby gurl,  u know im down which ya
xxbebeanjelxx: muahhaha
xxbebeanjelxx: yea dats right you best be

wesfalia5: hey if u get accepted u gonna come this spring or next fall
xxbebeanjelxx: spring

wesfalia5: well i think it would be d to the izop if u got in
xxbebeanjelxx: p-dog you nee dto come to the east coast
xxbebeanjelxx: and CHI -ZILLL
wesfalia5: woman, u know your on my A list

xxbebeanjelxx: who u be callin woman
wesfalia5: ooops, mah bad
wesfalia5: this little nigga gets carried away some times

yet another reason to be at wheaton...if i don't get in this year...AIN'T NO NIGGAZ GUNNA HOLD ME DOWN...im trying again...

- loOok its xinger aka "alejandro" and i aka "alejandra".. i look like a boy.